river

i do not mean to avoid you,
i do not mean to hurt you,
i do not want to torture you,
i do not want you know that i miss you.

death

i wish to die but i can not,
because i am scared none can secure her as me,
i am scared they can not survive in this cruel world without me,
i will LIVE till the second they need me.

thanks

thanks for always being there,
sorry for let you alone when you need someone to share,
i asked God to give someone who cares you,
that is the only thing i can do for you.

forgotten

i was thinking why they always forget me,
i stared to the mirror for a while,
i realized why they should remember me,
since everything in this world can only be USED for a while.