find answers yourself

i always complain and ask for the reasons behind any incidents,

either to God or myself;

whatever question i ask, I am the one will answer the questions,

because i know sometimes it takes too long time to get answers from Him.

thousands of dreams

i can not wait to be a mother,
i wish for twins as my mum;
i want to teach some women on how they should be as a MOTHER,
and sure i will follow the steps of the best mum of the world that is my MUM.

guilty on myself

i know i am cruel,

but do not show it with your scared face;

there is a reason for a criminal to be jailed,

so let my devil revenge before it jailed and angel take place.

letter for me

i am sorry,
i never put effort to make your wishes come true;
if you hate me, PLEASE leave me,
because it is not easy to hurt own soul.

missing my soul

miss you a lot,
still waiting for the moment to meet you;
everyday i thanked to God,
because He gave the most worth gift in my life that is you.

not complaint box

stop complaining,
i am not a complaint box;
do not expect for any advice from me,
you are not going to do what i say!!!

3 cute babies

i have three babies,
three of them are cute;
if you make any of the baby cries,
REMEMBER you have step in wrong route!

missing my family

today i was missing my family a lot,
if can, i wish to pause the day and back to my home;
i want to help them a lot,
but at this moment all dreams are locked in my secret dome.

appreciate her

you never appreciate what she did for you,
you will regret as time goes on;
if you never know you are WRONG,
be ready soon you will know.