you BULLSHIT!!!

who are you to talk about her?
if you are not helping her, just stop hurting her!!!
you BULLSHIT making her more worse,
i have cursed you at this moment that "you will see your loved one suffering to live in front your eyes"!!!

losing faith

am i stupid because thinking that You are watching everything as i do?
am i stupid in keep on believing that there is a reason on everything You do?
am i stupid in having faith on You?
am i stupid to keep on asking and still waiting for the answers from You?

stop walk

you have walked through village to sell food,
and you asked me to wait at motorcycle, so i did;
i am happy when you do not need to sell anything,
BUT it is killing me when i get to know that it is not you have stopped selling but you have to stop WALKING!!!

it is mine!!!

i know you are good,
but remember we are NOT SAME!
do not help me by hurting me!
honestly, i am unable to scold you because it is your effort to help me...

i am happy

thank god! at last you showed how disgusting it is to live with us!
GO anywhere you like!
we PROMISE, we will never find any REPLACE of you to live with us,
and do not regret if your dream and reality are not alike...

don't hate me

it is not easy to be strict,
but i am trying my best to change you;
you may thought i am jerk,
yes, i am, because hoping for a change from you!!!

revenge on society

each scenes have been recorded,
whenever i listen to slow songs the scenes will be replayed;
so it reminds me on how she bowed her head and looked down in front of the SOCIETY,
the silence of the society have create a spirit of anti-society!!!

track

sometimes i almost hate You fully,
but i do not, because i know You the one save my mum until now;
i am trying my best to be Your devotee,
i just wish You know the reason if i stop pray You in future.

sleep

each night i was wondering,
why i should always think something;
i wish to sleep with peace in my heart and smile on face,
even if its just one night i will live my rest of life without expect anymore justice.

tears

feels better when you cry,
wake up with new spirit as teardrop dry;
be ready to show to life,
that you are not weak and will fight for YOUR life!