recyclable waste

as getting old,
I start to realize everyone will throw you in dustbin,
no matter how good you treat them,
they will have own reason which forced them to throw you as rubbish,
they will act guilty as though there is no choice...

Funeral Guest

I start to think on list of guest for my biggest ceremony,
I wish everyone in my friend list will attend it,
this time I won't expect much from them,
one drop of tear from each of them is sufficient,
I will be peaceful,
peaceful with a thought I was worth for them on one moment,
peaceful with a thought I am richest among them,
peaceful with a thought I have being a reason for their smile,strength or success once in their life.
only one expectation from God is I hope my sis never feel what I felt,
I hope my sis will be an independent girl,
I hope her husband will treat her as queen of his kingdom,
I wish to get a chance to see her smile and laugh without me in her surrounding.
AT THAT MOMENT my soul will leave from this world.