not fair

it was hurting me when i did survey on wheelchair,
it was hurting me when i was searching for park to bring you for outing;
my devil keep on whispering, "it is not fair",
why i should not stop weeping???

vice versa

i know that you are paying for the sins you have done,
but i cannot see you suffer;
because I LOVE YOU,
and i keep on hoping that this is a dream.

not ready

i am not yet ready to meet you,
but i want to meet you before it is late;
i am creating and saving strength to meet you,
and i am trying to accept the fate.