I start to think on list of guest for my biggest ceremony,
I wish everyone in my friend list will attend it,
this time I won't expect much from them,
one drop of tear from each of them is sufficient,
I will be peaceful,
peaceful with a thought I was worth for them on one moment,
peaceful with a thought I am richest among them,
peaceful with a thought I have being a reason for their smile,strength or success once in their life.
only one expectation from God is I hope my sis never feel what I felt,
I hope my sis will be an independent girl,
I hope her husband will treat her as queen of his kingdom,
I wish to get a chance to see her smile and laugh without me in her surrounding.
AT THAT MOMENT my soul will leave from this world.
